This past week/ weekend has been......very different for me. And its actually kinda hard to explain what all has been going on. Nothing bad, just different. And not really hard, just not easy. So yeah. Prepare for a little insight into the randomness and craziness of my brain :]
But first! Song of the post is Your Love Never Fails by Jesus Culture. Amazing song. Listen to it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_2qG22SPwU See. I made it easy :]
Basically, God has just really been working on my heart and attitude. I feel like He is asking me, "What are you thinking about, Kirsten? What is important to you?" On Sunday night, we had a different sort of worship time then normal. It was complete silence. For an hour and a half, no one said anything to each other. We were just supposed to pray and listen to what God was saying to us. Very....different. Hard and convicting, but good at the same time. That's when God showed me where I was placing my focus and how I was worrying about things and thinking on unimportant things too much. So that was on my mind a lot this week. I'm growing.
Monday and Tuesday our sessions were on spiritual warfare. Our speaker, Conrad Eash, REALLY knows what he is talking about in this area. It was crazy. Some of the things he has experienced are just really crazy. I guess I have not been around much spiritual warfare stuff, so it was just really really eye opening. We were taught ways to fight it and just deal with it appropriately. THEN, we had a time of praying for each other and for the different things that we were going through. It was AWESOME. I was praying for some other people and some really cool things were happening, and then Tina turned and said, "We need to pray for Kirsten. I just really feel like we should pray for her."
So, they started praying for me. And God was definitely speaking through them! SO COOL. Its like they saw right through me. They prayed against depression on outreach and against worry and intimidation. AHHHH. It was just really awesome. Exactly what I needed to hear. And it was so awesome to see how God speaks through people.
Today, we had a really good speaker as well. His name is Galen Burkholder, and he is an incredible man of God. He spoke on World Realities and compassion and stuff. It really hit me. Just hearing about different regions and cultures is really interesting for me. And seeing how much we have in comparison with others really hits me hard. I want to help. I wanna make a difference. It was just really inspiring. Still processing through it obviously. Hopefully talk more about it later.
This weekend we have Silent Retreat. Basically, for a little over 24 hours, we must be silent and fast. Its a time for us to just reflect on God's presence and relax. We dont really have a schedule, and its just time to be with God. I'm excited for it and at the same time I dont really know if I'm gonna like it. It's weird. But I think it will be really good. Just pray that God will really speak during this time and that I get a lot of stuff accomplished and just refocus.
So yeah. I feel really rushed right now. So I apologize for this rushed post. But I wanted to fill you guys in before this weekend because I feel like I will have a lot to talk about after it from the retreat. Thanks for all the support. I have gotten a lot of treats and mail from good ol' Plain City this week and I cant tell you how much it means. It just makes my day. You guys are awesome. God bless!
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Take My Life (Here Am I)
Wow. It has been SOOOOOO long! Things have been pretty crazy. Lots of busy schedules and things to do. But it feels good to reminisce through all the memories now!
The song of this post is Take My Life with Chris Tomlin's spin on it. SO GOOD! Yes, Mom. Listen to this song. :] Love you by the way! heehee. But really. The song has just really spoken to me over the past couple of weeks. We did it for our chapel, and the lyrics are just so powerful. I want my life to be all for Him. Let God use it for whatever He wants. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0Byp7aK2DA
So, the last time I wrote, I believe I was just about ready to go home. That feels like so long ago now! I am really gonna try to update this at least once a week from now on tho, if at all possible. Going back home was so great tho. It was fantastic seeing a bunch of my friends and family again. The time felt really short, but it was so good. I just loved hearing about everyone's life and how things have gone for everyone. I miss hearing about the normal things in life. Well, the things that used to be really normal. So, the time with people was really, REALLY good for me. Loved it.
Also, before I go any farther, just let me apologize for rambling and telling pointless details from life here. Since it has been so long since I last posted (which I am very sorry for), I feel like the memories are going to come back to me very sporadically.
But anyway. A LOT has happened since visitor's weekend. I mean A LOT. The week after that weekend all of our sessions were about figuring out our personalities and what our spiritual gifts are. It was a pretty eye-opening week. I learned so much about myself and how that affects how I interact with other people. It was actually the beginning of me understanding how I needed to change my attitude and view of a lot of things. Basically, it was a really challenging and insightful week. Great information to take in right before we left for Practicum.
Before I get to that part of the last 3 weeks though, I can not leave out one of the coolest nights I have experienced in a long time.....THE LECRAE CONCERT!!!! Yes, it was incredible. Honestly, it is in the top 3 concerts I have ever been to, and I don't even know what other concerts are in the top 3, but Lecrae's is definitely there. SO FUN! But basically some really awesome people (Jean, Maggie, Rachel, Derek and I) decided that hearing Lecrae live was definitely worth $23, so we went to the Newport. While we were there, I got to see my cute little sister (heehee) and 7 other people from random places in my life. It was really cool. The concert was beast. Canon, Andy Mineo, Trip Lee and Lecrae all in one concert. SO GOOD. And the best part is, every single one of those guys loves Jesus genuinely. They all gave part of their testimony or talked about how God has changed their life in some way. It was so cool. Lecrae was especially awesome to hear talk. He is so sold out for Christ, it is incredible. He honestly wants no recognitoin for what he does but wants all the glory to directed towards God.
While Lecrae was talking, something really awesome happened. Basically, God used Lecrae to speak directly into my life, in a way that I am still trying to figure out. It's a hard thing to explain, but if you want to know more about it, feel free to message me on facebook or something. Nothing like it has happened to me before, so it was just really awesome. God just used him as a tool for confirmation. SO AWESOME.
But now, back to regular life. The concert happened on Thursday night and Friday morning we left for Practicum. In short, Practicum is just a week where the teams get sent out to different unknown cities and kinda get a feel for what outreach is going to be like as a team. Team Chile was sent to DETROIT! Needless to say, me and Jean were SUPER pumped for this.
Our team stayed at a Catholic parish (basically a lodging place that was connected to the church). When we first got there, I will admit, I was kinda creeped out by the parish. To me, it felt like the perfect location for a horror movie or something. BUT, after a day there I realized I was being way overly dramatic. The place had a lot of character though :]
In Detroit, our main outreach location was a place called Focus: Hope. Its a nonprofit organization that is basically fighting poverty and racism. On Sunday, the FH had their biggest event of the year: a fundraiser walk. So on Saturday, our job was to walk the 4 mile coarse and pass out flyers to people, houses, and businesses. While we were walking, we got to talking to a lady and her 3 boys. They told us about a "musical" that their church was going to put on that night. Not having anything to do, we were like.....yeah! We will go! In my mind, this musical sounded like an outdoor little performance put on by the congregation. ........Nope. Not what it was at all. So, here is what I was expecting, which led to the approach and appearance I left the house with. Basically, I looked like a bum dressed in red gym shorts and a t-shirt. We pull up to the church, and I realized how off my expectations were. As we parked, I saw two VERY NICELY dressed people exit their cars. I'm talking decked out. .....Yeah. Not the greatest feeling for me. As we walk into the church, we are directed to the FRONT ROW. THE VERY FRONT. Not only do I look like a hobo......but I am sitting IN THE FRONT OF THE ENTIRE CONGREGATION! And another little tidbit......the church we were attending was solely African American. So, just to remind you: red gym shorts, front row, Caucasian. Not only was I taken offguard with all these details, but I looked like I was trying to be disrespectful. Not a good feeling. Also, the "musical" they kept talking about was not what I consider a musical in my head. Basically, it was a talent show for amazing praise groups from around the area. The music was fantastic. The people who performed had serious skill in the area of singing and harmony and such. But the term musical really did not give the service the right feel. AND, since we were in the front row, we could not tell when other people sat down. So on multiple occasions, we found ourselves to be like the only people standing and clapping away. Then one of us would glance back and quickly sit down while trying to get the attention of the rest of the team as discretely and quickly as possible.
Looking back, that story is very comical and funny. But at the time, especially in the beginning, it was pretty uncomfortable for me. It turned out to be a really awesome experience tho.
Also, as I scan back over what I have already written, I realize this post is enormous. So I have decided to briefly go over what we did and maybe include some stories if I think they are worthy of mentioning :]
So on Sunday, we had to be at Focus: Hope (FH) at 7am to help blow up balloons and kind of decorate the campus for the walk. It was quite the operation, but we got done pretty quickly. We set them up around the place and then did random odd jobs like fill trashcans with bags and set up tables and stuff. As more volunteers arrived, our job became very......vague. Basically, we spent more time locating people and asking them if they needed help then actually helping, but it was ok. I've kind of come to the conclusion that God had us there to help tear down everything after the walk. So that is what we did. When the other volunteers were all leaving and going home, we stayed and carried chairs, tore down tables, picked up trash, and just any other thing that needed to be done. Bill (the main coordinator we had at FH) was so happy for our help that he took us out for pizza afterwards. It was a lot of fun. Really good to talk to Bill and hear about his life and relax after a long day.
Monday through Wednesday we were given random jobs around the campus of FH. We packed up a whole room full of old VHS tapes according to the year they were recorded, loaded the boxes into a truck, then unloaded the truck, carried the boxes up a flight of stairs and stacked them into a tiny room/huge closet. We worked out a warehouse and swept, loaded "buggies", made boxes, tore down boxes. Lots of random things. It felt really good to help out and do things that needed to get done.
Along the way, we met a really phenomenal person. His name is Denny, a 57 year old cancer survivor and lover of Jesus Christ. The man is a BEAST. His story is just so awesome. It points to the total greatness of Jesus and His grace. He was such an inspiration to us. Hard worker and totally sold out for Christ. On the last day we had with him, he brought his guitar, and we found a small room in the warehouse and just worshipped Jesus together for probably 30-45 minutes. It was incredible. One of the coolest experiences of the whole trip. Just a great guy.
We also helped out around the parish a little. We moved a bunch of donated clothes from the garage to the basement of another building and set up tables and moved furniture. Just really odd jobs that needed to get done. It was nice to talk to Paul and Larry while we worked.
I dont know. I feel like I am not doing the week justice in telling you what we did, but it really was a FANTASTIC week for my team and I. We got so much closer as a unit and just really saw God working in some very cool ways. So thankful for the opportunity to go there.
On the last day in Detroit, we had free time so we decided to go into downtown. It was a lot of fun. We walked around the city, along the river, and just kind of explored. Took a tour of the Renaissance Center which is the headquarters of General Motors or something like that. Got to see Bumblebee from the movie Transformers!! And a bunch of random other cars that my teammates think are cool :] As you can see, I dont share in their enthusiasm for cars and motors and engines and transmissions and rims and spark plugs and......
Also, I would just like to add one more little story from the trip. I am happy to report that I fearlessly stood up for my Buckeyes on a packed bus in downtown Detroit. One of the proudest moments of my life I would have to say.... :] Ok so maybe not quite that fantastic....but it was still pretty great. But what can I say? I got the Buckeye pride in me :]
Its really hard to sum up everything that has been happening in the past couple of weeks into paragraphs and sentences. And its even harder since so much has happened and so much time has gone by. I will do my absolute best to not go this long without posting. It actually is a little stressful to tell you the truth. Sorry its so long. I wouldnt even read it if I werent me, so if you get through the whole thing.....I commend you :]
Thank you all for your prayers and support! God has been so faithful, and I have just been so blessed by everyone back home. I love receiving letters and emails. Its just good to hear about home and the lives of all you guys. Thanks again! Love and miss you all! Praying for you all. God bless!
The song of this post is Take My Life with Chris Tomlin's spin on it. SO GOOD! Yes, Mom. Listen to this song. :] Love you by the way! heehee. But really. The song has just really spoken to me over the past couple of weeks. We did it for our chapel, and the lyrics are just so powerful. I want my life to be all for Him. Let God use it for whatever He wants. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0Byp7aK2DA
So, the last time I wrote, I believe I was just about ready to go home. That feels like so long ago now! I am really gonna try to update this at least once a week from now on tho, if at all possible. Going back home was so great tho. It was fantastic seeing a bunch of my friends and family again. The time felt really short, but it was so good. I just loved hearing about everyone's life and how things have gone for everyone. I miss hearing about the normal things in life. Well, the things that used to be really normal. So, the time with people was really, REALLY good for me. Loved it.
Also, before I go any farther, just let me apologize for rambling and telling pointless details from life here. Since it has been so long since I last posted (which I am very sorry for), I feel like the memories are going to come back to me very sporadically.
But anyway. A LOT has happened since visitor's weekend. I mean A LOT. The week after that weekend all of our sessions were about figuring out our personalities and what our spiritual gifts are. It was a pretty eye-opening week. I learned so much about myself and how that affects how I interact with other people. It was actually the beginning of me understanding how I needed to change my attitude and view of a lot of things. Basically, it was a really challenging and insightful week. Great information to take in right before we left for Practicum.
Before I get to that part of the last 3 weeks though, I can not leave out one of the coolest nights I have experienced in a long time.....THE LECRAE CONCERT!!!! Yes, it was incredible. Honestly, it is in the top 3 concerts I have ever been to, and I don't even know what other concerts are in the top 3, but Lecrae's is definitely there. SO FUN! But basically some really awesome people (Jean, Maggie, Rachel, Derek and I) decided that hearing Lecrae live was definitely worth $23, so we went to the Newport. While we were there, I got to see my cute little sister (heehee) and 7 other people from random places in my life. It was really cool. The concert was beast. Canon, Andy Mineo, Trip Lee and Lecrae all in one concert. SO GOOD. And the best part is, every single one of those guys loves Jesus genuinely. They all gave part of their testimony or talked about how God has changed their life in some way. It was so cool. Lecrae was especially awesome to hear talk. He is so sold out for Christ, it is incredible. He honestly wants no recognitoin for what he does but wants all the glory to directed towards God.
While Lecrae was talking, something really awesome happened. Basically, God used Lecrae to speak directly into my life, in a way that I am still trying to figure out. It's a hard thing to explain, but if you want to know more about it, feel free to message me on facebook or something. Nothing like it has happened to me before, so it was just really awesome. God just used him as a tool for confirmation. SO AWESOME.
But now, back to regular life. The concert happened on Thursday night and Friday morning we left for Practicum. In short, Practicum is just a week where the teams get sent out to different unknown cities and kinda get a feel for what outreach is going to be like as a team. Team Chile was sent to DETROIT! Needless to say, me and Jean were SUPER pumped for this.
Our team stayed at a Catholic parish (basically a lodging place that was connected to the church). When we first got there, I will admit, I was kinda creeped out by the parish. To me, it felt like the perfect location for a horror movie or something. BUT, after a day there I realized I was being way overly dramatic. The place had a lot of character though :]
In Detroit, our main outreach location was a place called Focus: Hope. Its a nonprofit organization that is basically fighting poverty and racism. On Sunday, the FH had their biggest event of the year: a fundraiser walk. So on Saturday, our job was to walk the 4 mile coarse and pass out flyers to people, houses, and businesses. While we were walking, we got to talking to a lady and her 3 boys. They told us about a "musical" that their church was going to put on that night. Not having anything to do, we were like.....yeah! We will go! In my mind, this musical sounded like an outdoor little performance put on by the congregation. ........Nope. Not what it was at all. So, here is what I was expecting, which led to the approach and appearance I left the house with. Basically, I looked like a bum dressed in red gym shorts and a t-shirt. We pull up to the church, and I realized how off my expectations were. As we parked, I saw two VERY NICELY dressed people exit their cars. I'm talking decked out. .....Yeah. Not the greatest feeling for me. As we walk into the church, we are directed to the FRONT ROW. THE VERY FRONT. Not only do I look like a hobo......but I am sitting IN THE FRONT OF THE ENTIRE CONGREGATION! And another little tidbit......the church we were attending was solely African American. So, just to remind you: red gym shorts, front row, Caucasian. Not only was I taken offguard with all these details, but I looked like I was trying to be disrespectful. Not a good feeling. Also, the "musical" they kept talking about was not what I consider a musical in my head. Basically, it was a talent show for amazing praise groups from around the area. The music was fantastic. The people who performed had serious skill in the area of singing and harmony and such. But the term musical really did not give the service the right feel. AND, since we were in the front row, we could not tell when other people sat down. So on multiple occasions, we found ourselves to be like the only people standing and clapping away. Then one of us would glance back and quickly sit down while trying to get the attention of the rest of the team as discretely and quickly as possible.
Looking back, that story is very comical and funny. But at the time, especially in the beginning, it was pretty uncomfortable for me. It turned out to be a really awesome experience tho.
Also, as I scan back over what I have already written, I realize this post is enormous. So I have decided to briefly go over what we did and maybe include some stories if I think they are worthy of mentioning :]
So on Sunday, we had to be at Focus: Hope (FH) at 7am to help blow up balloons and kind of decorate the campus for the walk. It was quite the operation, but we got done pretty quickly. We set them up around the place and then did random odd jobs like fill trashcans with bags and set up tables and stuff. As more volunteers arrived, our job became very......vague. Basically, we spent more time locating people and asking them if they needed help then actually helping, but it was ok. I've kind of come to the conclusion that God had us there to help tear down everything after the walk. So that is what we did. When the other volunteers were all leaving and going home, we stayed and carried chairs, tore down tables, picked up trash, and just any other thing that needed to be done. Bill (the main coordinator we had at FH) was so happy for our help that he took us out for pizza afterwards. It was a lot of fun. Really good to talk to Bill and hear about his life and relax after a long day.
Monday through Wednesday we were given random jobs around the campus of FH. We packed up a whole room full of old VHS tapes according to the year they were recorded, loaded the boxes into a truck, then unloaded the truck, carried the boxes up a flight of stairs and stacked them into a tiny room/huge closet. We worked out a warehouse and swept, loaded "buggies", made boxes, tore down boxes. Lots of random things. It felt really good to help out and do things that needed to get done.
Along the way, we met a really phenomenal person. His name is Denny, a 57 year old cancer survivor and lover of Jesus Christ. The man is a BEAST. His story is just so awesome. It points to the total greatness of Jesus and His grace. He was such an inspiration to us. Hard worker and totally sold out for Christ. On the last day we had with him, he brought his guitar, and we found a small room in the warehouse and just worshipped Jesus together for probably 30-45 minutes. It was incredible. One of the coolest experiences of the whole trip. Just a great guy.
We also helped out around the parish a little. We moved a bunch of donated clothes from the garage to the basement of another building and set up tables and moved furniture. Just really odd jobs that needed to get done. It was nice to talk to Paul and Larry while we worked.
I dont know. I feel like I am not doing the week justice in telling you what we did, but it really was a FANTASTIC week for my team and I. We got so much closer as a unit and just really saw God working in some very cool ways. So thankful for the opportunity to go there.
On the last day in Detroit, we had free time so we decided to go into downtown. It was a lot of fun. We walked around the city, along the river, and just kind of explored. Took a tour of the Renaissance Center which is the headquarters of General Motors or something like that. Got to see Bumblebee from the movie Transformers!! And a bunch of random other cars that my teammates think are cool :] As you can see, I dont share in their enthusiasm for cars and motors and engines and transmissions and rims and spark plugs and......
Also, I would just like to add one more little story from the trip. I am happy to report that I fearlessly stood up for my Buckeyes on a packed bus in downtown Detroit. One of the proudest moments of my life I would have to say.... :] Ok so maybe not quite that fantastic....but it was still pretty great. But what can I say? I got the Buckeye pride in me :]
Its really hard to sum up everything that has been happening in the past couple of weeks into paragraphs and sentences. And its even harder since so much has happened and so much time has gone by. I will do my absolute best to not go this long without posting. It actually is a little stressful to tell you the truth. Sorry its so long. I wouldnt even read it if I werent me, so if you get through the whole thing.....I commend you :]
Thank you all for your prayers and support! God has been so faithful, and I have just been so blessed by everyone back home. I love receiving letters and emails. Its just good to hear about home and the lives of all you guys. Thanks again! Love and miss you all! Praying for you all. God bless!
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Freedom
One of the truest songs out there. It's by Run Kid Run, and it just talks about finding freedom in Christ really. Getting rid of the junk and clinging to Him. I highly recommend it.
Wow. I have just realized how different my life has become. I went out to dinner with my pastor and his wife......my awesome aunt and uncle :]......and I was just struck with how drastically differnet its become. I no longer think about my cell phone......at all. I realize that I don't even really think about movies or shopping or anything. It's just so different.
Also, the past three days have really hit home for me. From Saturday night to Sunday night, we participated in a 24 hour prayer vigil and a Daniel fast. It was something I have never done before, and I really, really enjoyed it. Basically, we signed up for 3 1-hour slots to pray throughout the day, and then for 1 hour to read the Bible (we read through Psalms, Proverbs and the whole New Testament). It was so cool. I had a prayer time at 5:30, and it was just awesome to feel God even when the world was quiet and still asleep. Then, for the Sunday night worship, we just really talked about seeking God and just running towards the cross.
This week has just been amazing. The sessions were really, really great. All about God's love and transformation in our lives. I finally understand how to get to the next level. Its hard to explain what all went on in the past week, but just trust me when I say it was amazing :] On Thursday and Friday, we had what we call ministry days. Basically, we just got out a lot of junk in our lives. Whether it was confessing hurts in our lives and forgiving or just confessing sin in our own lives, it was so, SO freeing. FREEDOM IS FOUND IN HIM! Ahhh. It was just really good for my heart.
Now for some more big news.......NEXT WEEK I CAN GO HOME!.....for a whole day! haha. I'm so excited to see my family and friends! Dont get me wrong. I love it here. But I cant wait to see people again! :] It's gonna be a good time.
I really appreciate the prayers. I can honestly say I feel them. So much support and love. You guys are the best. I miss you all and cant wait to see you! Have a spectacular week everyone :]
Wow. I have just realized how different my life has become. I went out to dinner with my pastor and his wife......my awesome aunt and uncle :]......and I was just struck with how drastically differnet its become. I no longer think about my cell phone......at all. I realize that I don't even really think about movies or shopping or anything. It's just so different.
Also, the past three days have really hit home for me. From Saturday night to Sunday night, we participated in a 24 hour prayer vigil and a Daniel fast. It was something I have never done before, and I really, really enjoyed it. Basically, we signed up for 3 1-hour slots to pray throughout the day, and then for 1 hour to read the Bible (we read through Psalms, Proverbs and the whole New Testament). It was so cool. I had a prayer time at 5:30, and it was just awesome to feel God even when the world was quiet and still asleep. Then, for the Sunday night worship, we just really talked about seeking God and just running towards the cross.
This week has just been amazing. The sessions were really, really great. All about God's love and transformation in our lives. I finally understand how to get to the next level. Its hard to explain what all went on in the past week, but just trust me when I say it was amazing :] On Thursday and Friday, we had what we call ministry days. Basically, we just got out a lot of junk in our lives. Whether it was confessing hurts in our lives and forgiving or just confessing sin in our own lives, it was so, SO freeing. FREEDOM IS FOUND IN HIM! Ahhh. It was just really good for my heart.
Now for some more big news.......NEXT WEEK I CAN GO HOME!.....for a whole day! haha. I'm so excited to see my family and friends! Dont get me wrong. I love it here. But I cant wait to see people again! :] It's gonna be a good time.
I really appreciate the prayers. I can honestly say I feel them. So much support and love. You guys are the best. I miss you all and cant wait to see you! Have a spectacular week everyone :]
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Love Is Here
I love music. So inspiring. Song of the day/week/year is Love is Here by Tenth Avenue North. Basically, it has the most perfect message in the world. It's a special song for me. I think that everyone is searching for love in their life. A lot of people look for their fill of love in an earthly, tangible form. And while this isn't a bad thing, the most perfect love can come from no one but the Hero of my life. You don't have to look, want, try, or search any farther for it. And this song couldn't put it any better. Ahhh I just love it.
I have been learning a lot about loving others tho while I have been here. Like a crazy lot. Love is so so much more than the word we say. Its our life and the way we live it. Today, we had the best session so far, and the speaker was so convicting and made the topic relevant to my life. He talked on character. It was the greatest. I really cant even put it into words how great it was. I have just been so touched since I have been here.
I also just wanna fill you guys in a little on our outreach location. We have been going to a trailer park in Columbus and helping kids with homework. It has been.....incredible. Honestly. I have made relationships with these kids, and they are soooo so sweet. I love them already. They have dubbed me "Juicy", confusing the pronunciation of "Yutzy" with the fruity drink :] But it has been so cool.
I realize this post has been all over the place, and I am very sorry. I just need to process all the things that have been happening over the past couple days, and then I will elaborate more. I love you guys! Thanks for the prayers and support!
I have been learning a lot about loving others tho while I have been here. Like a crazy lot. Love is so so much more than the word we say. Its our life and the way we live it. Today, we had the best session so far, and the speaker was so convicting and made the topic relevant to my life. He talked on character. It was the greatest. I really cant even put it into words how great it was. I have just been so touched since I have been here.
I also just wanna fill you guys in a little on our outreach location. We have been going to a trailer park in Columbus and helping kids with homework. It has been.....incredible. Honestly. I have made relationships with these kids, and they are soooo so sweet. I love them already. They have dubbed me "Juicy", confusing the pronunciation of "Yutzy" with the fruity drink :] But it has been so cool.
I realize this post has been all over the place, and I am very sorry. I just need to process all the things that have been happening over the past couple days, and then I will elaborate more. I love you guys! Thanks for the prayers and support!
Monday, September 5, 2011
Just Like You
Ok, so originally this post was supposed to be published like a week ago. But it never went through and a TON of the post just didnt even get saved. So, im just gonna continue from my life now.
I feel like songs really inspire me at this time in my life. The words of what I listen to are so much more important to me now than they were even just a couple months ago. I love it. Right now one of the songs that I can't get over is "Just Like You" but Lecrae. Loving the Lecrae right now as well. But if you just listen to the words of the song its very cool. He is a genuine guy, and has some pretty sweet rhymes.
Life at the RIC so far is GREAT! I am getting to know people, laughing, and I already feel my self starting to grow. I feel like I have learned so much already that I can't even update adequately. But, I've learned about prayer, worship, and just loving God in general. We went on a prayer walk, had a mall hunt at Easton, did a prayer challenge in Columbus, ate a lot of different types of food, and ran at 6 in the morning. Yes, I said ran at 6 IN THE MORNING. Life is crazy different, but I really like the difference. It's sort of hard to miss stuff back home, but I know its gonna be worth it in the end.
Last night we had the best worship experience. I'm already looking forward to Sunday nights all the time. Good stuff. Everyone should experience worship like this. I don't know, I just don't even know where to start. Life here is good, and I've learned so many things and just can't even sum it all up on here. So, I guess I'm just gonna MAKE SURE I publish this post and begin filling you guys in from now on. Sound good? Good. :]
Love you all. Please continue to keep all of us here at training in your prayers. You are all missed!
I feel like songs really inspire me at this time in my life. The words of what I listen to are so much more important to me now than they were even just a couple months ago. I love it. Right now one of the songs that I can't get over is "Just Like You" but Lecrae. Loving the Lecrae right now as well. But if you just listen to the words of the song its very cool. He is a genuine guy, and has some pretty sweet rhymes.
Life at the RIC so far is GREAT! I am getting to know people, laughing, and I already feel my self starting to grow. I feel like I have learned so much already that I can't even update adequately. But, I've learned about prayer, worship, and just loving God in general. We went on a prayer walk, had a mall hunt at Easton, did a prayer challenge in Columbus, ate a lot of different types of food, and ran at 6 in the morning. Yes, I said ran at 6 IN THE MORNING. Life is crazy different, but I really like the difference. It's sort of hard to miss stuff back home, but I know its gonna be worth it in the end.
Last night we had the best worship experience. I'm already looking forward to Sunday nights all the time. Good stuff. Everyone should experience worship like this. I don't know, I just don't even know where to start. Life here is good, and I've learned so many things and just can't even sum it all up on here. So, I guess I'm just gonna MAKE SURE I publish this post and begin filling you guys in from now on. Sound good? Good. :]
Love you all. Please continue to keep all of us here at training in your prayers. You are all missed!
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Following Love
The title of this post is inspired by a song, an old song, by FFH. It kind of sums up my feelings at this point. Look it up :] Pretty much the entire song is a reflection of my heart right now.
This is my final post from home before training. IM EXCITED! This past week has been kinda hard. Goodbyes, like I said, are not my thing. But I have been given so much encouragement over this time as well. I am realizing that no matter what happens, at this moment I am in God's will and following His plan for my life. He has led me here for a reason and I am soooooo amped to find out what that reason is and to experience life with my fellow REACHers. :] The next 9 months are going to be very stretching for me, but I am very excited to learn and grow. Cant wait to make new friends, reminisce about good times with the amazing people I know right now, grow closer to Jesus, and discover His purpose for me in this life. I am truly so blessed. Thank you all for the encouragement and support you have given me, especially in the last week and a half. love you all.
True to form, procrastination has got the best of me and I still need to find time to pack, send out last letters, reapply to one more college, finish up my research project, and say my goodbyes. Through all the chaos tho, I have witnessed so much love and joy. I have been so impacted. One of my best friends told me something that really put goodbyes into perspective. She said that in order for us to be together forever (in eternity), we have to obey God's will and split paths...for now. And that even while we are separated, He has given us a solid friendship through Jesus that will stretch farther than any sea. It is encouragement like this that has made me realize that altho goodbyes can be hard, its really only for a short time in comparison with eternity and that I am where my Father wants me. He will never leave me.
I just feel so blessed, and I know I have rambled throughout this whole post, but that is just what I do when I am overwhelmed by love. I can honestly say that I am not nearly as nervous as I was last week. Neither am I as sad about the goodbyes, because I know that true friendships are only strengthened by distance. Thanks for helping me to see that. Now, let the journey begin :]
This is my final post from home before training. IM EXCITED! This past week has been kinda hard. Goodbyes, like I said, are not my thing. But I have been given so much encouragement over this time as well. I am realizing that no matter what happens, at this moment I am in God's will and following His plan for my life. He has led me here for a reason and I am soooooo amped to find out what that reason is and to experience life with my fellow REACHers. :] The next 9 months are going to be very stretching for me, but I am very excited to learn and grow. Cant wait to make new friends, reminisce about good times with the amazing people I know right now, grow closer to Jesus, and discover His purpose for me in this life. I am truly so blessed. Thank you all for the encouragement and support you have given me, especially in the last week and a half. love you all.
True to form, procrastination has got the best of me and I still need to find time to pack, send out last letters, reapply to one more college, finish up my research project, and say my goodbyes. Through all the chaos tho, I have witnessed so much love and joy. I have been so impacted. One of my best friends told me something that really put goodbyes into perspective. She said that in order for us to be together forever (in eternity), we have to obey God's will and split paths...for now. And that even while we are separated, He has given us a solid friendship through Jesus that will stretch farther than any sea. It is encouragement like this that has made me realize that altho goodbyes can be hard, its really only for a short time in comparison with eternity and that I am where my Father wants me. He will never leave me.
I just feel so blessed, and I know I have rambled throughout this whole post, but that is just what I do when I am overwhelmed by love. I can honestly say that I am not nearly as nervous as I was last week. Neither am I as sad about the goodbyes, because I know that true friendships are only strengthened by distance. Thanks for helping me to see that. Now, let the journey begin :]
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Lasts and Firsts
First blog post ever! How crazy is this? So, in a weeks time I will be attending my REACH orientation. I am very, very excited for this! I can't wait to meet all the other REACHers and begin this crazy journey. But with this excitement comes some sadness. I have realized these past few days that I am seriously awful at goodbyes. I love spontaneous events and crazy adventures, but I don't like not being able to take my friends with me on all these adventures...I guess. Its silly, and I know in the end it really isn't that bad. But at this point and time, I am not looking forward to the dreaded goodbyes. The "lasts" in life make me sad. I love the "firsts", and I am so ready to enjoy some firsts with my new friends. But the lasts are hurting me at this point. Memories I will take with me and cherish on this journey, tho.
I guess I just want to say thanks so much to all of my family and friends out there that have impacted me throughout my life. Its what makes saying goodbye so hard. You have all enriched my life greatly and I am so thankful for all of you! If you are reading this and you want to hangout in the next week, I will do my very best to make it work :] Also, to the four people who are actually reading this (my parents, grandma, and Rachel Miller :] ), I will bring you back something really great from Chile!
More posts to follow as I prepare for REACH and of course during. God bless.
I guess I just want to say thanks so much to all of my family and friends out there that have impacted me throughout my life. Its what makes saying goodbye so hard. You have all enriched my life greatly and I am so thankful for all of you! If you are reading this and you want to hangout in the next week, I will do my very best to make it work :] Also, to the four people who are actually reading this (my parents, grandma, and Rachel Miller :] ), I will bring you back something really great from Chile!
More posts to follow as I prepare for REACH and of course during. God bless.
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